*~TRaVeL on TiMe~*

Caught sitting blank in my pensivity

I wish "Nothing" were true as I reply to the question from you

"What's on your mind?"

But She is what... who rather my mind's eye sees

Asia's thighs

Asia's eyes

Asia's Skin

Asia's Smile

Asia's Hair

Asia's Laugh

Asia's Glow

Nothing is the furthest from what is truly on my mind
Cause at one point Asia was everything

Spending my waking conscious moments of each day

Thinking of Asia,

Writing to Asia,

Counting down the Days til Asia would once again be next to

me,

Accepting our torrid, whirlwind "like" affair for

what it was,

Me seeking to be Asia's everything
Asia seeking 'something' from me

Asia's stubburness my curse

Asia's unaffectionalness my agony
Asia's heart surrounded by a fortress

Not letting me in
My cross to bear

But still its Asia's voice I wish to hear

Teeth gritting, Tantrums thrown in my Mind

If every

Motion

Word

Moment
& Emotion
Could be re-enacted by me,
I would hold back
Not one ounce of energy

Crutching myself with the Calendar's weeks & months
Hoping this unstoppable force takes me on an express nonstop ride

To a time where Asia's hand is the one I no longer long grasp
Where Asia's lips are the ones I no longer yearn to taste

To a time where Asia's eyes are no longer the gorgeous ones

I wish to gaze into

Attempting to listen with my eyes
the thoughts which dance across Asia's mind

Invisibly crutching myself on the days
They've done well to carry me to a place
Where Asia's physical beauty eludes my eyes
Where at night, with my eyes shut Asia no longer visits me
filling my mental capacity
Caressing ****
Tasting ****
Loving ****
Displaced from **** I am
Wishing I could go back to the days where she was frustrating me

But I'll just continue to travel on this world's linear measurement of time
Hoping for transport away from my longing for ****........